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I had a call today, about an hour ago, organising my next round of therapy. As the psychologist said, my name had come to the top of the list. In all honesty I’m surprised I’m there already.
I’m due to have my first session on 31st January, two weeks away. My head is a mix of thoughts at the moment and I’m having issues with identifying feelings at the moment but I’m pretty sure they’re mixed to.
The psychologist assigned is lovely. She ran the DBT (Dialectical Behavioural Therapy) and has done two assessments with me in the past. I know how she works and I like and respect her. This has taken away a bit of anxiety straight away. But obviously there is still anxiety there.
With the current situation with Covid, the therapy is still online and this is something I’m always a bit anxious about as its not the easiest way to do it and isn’t always reliable. Also it makes me feel even more vulnerable than when I’m in a room that is nothing to me. My room is my safe space but feels less so when doing therapy from there. The upside though is that I will have a cat with me most likely and that can only improve any therapy.
The type of therapy that has been suggested is ACT (Acceptance and Commitment Therapy) which I’ve had a brief encounter with in the past and found extremely difficult with the level of mindfulness that was required. But it’s not set in stone and more will be decided when I have the first session on the 31st. Hopefully this is something I can discuss.
So that’s the news therapy wise. My Monday afternoons will no longer be my own. The hour where I had some down time is now filled. Hopefully I can get more balance in as we go along. Whether I write a new therapy journey for 2022 on here remains a question. We shall see how it goes.